Monday, October 25, 2004

Apology

I don't even know where to begin with what I have to say. But it is important to get out, so bear with me if I am all scattered and crazy.

As most of you know, I have a great deal going on in my life. At the risk of sounding cheesy, I am closing one chapter and opening another. Although I have many friends and family that, for the most part, support me, I am very alone.

I do have one person in my life that I care a great deal about. He came into my life at the right time and has proven to be the one bright spot in my dark world. He cheers me up when I need it, gives me advice when I need it and basically rocks my world. I don't know how I would have gotten through these last few months without him.

He recently saw something that I wrote and it hurt him. It was taken in a way that it was not meant, but it hurt his feelings nonetheless. And I totally understand. Had I read something similar, I would've felt bad, too. So, I am sorry from the bottom of my heart. I never meant to hurt you. I would never intentionally hurt you.

I told you that I don't know what I would do without you and I meant it. I don't know how to make you believe me. But you tell me what you need as proof, and I will do it.

I love you, Little Bear and I am truly sorry. Please don't stop loving me.

9 Comments:

Blogger Cindy-Lou said...

Oh Mel, I'm SO with you on this one. I hope he understands. Hey you! Forgive Mel! She's a sweet girl who wouldn't hurt you intentionally. You know that.

9:13 PM  
Blogger Kis Lee said...

Yeah, dude, forgive Mel. I don't know her, but she seems like such a sweetheart.

9:56 PM  
Blogger Yankeebob said...

I feel for you Mel. Sometimes I write or say things and I mean them one way, but someone else sees/hears them differently. It's hard to get past sometimes, but hopefully your Little Bear is able to understand and know that you didn't mean any harm. That just doesn't seem to be the person you are.

5:09 AM  
Blogger grace said...

oooh... that nickname is just too adorable. little bear. oh, i just want to hug him!!!!

oh, wait. where was i.. oh... dude, she didn't mean it... she really didn't. she doesn't seem like the malicious type.

uhm, can i give him a hug now????

9:15 AM  
Blogger cat said...

Please forgive Mel. She seems super kind and nice. She's been wonderful to me and I'm only a cyber-person. :)

On a lighter note... I was just talking to one of the shippers here in my store.. big bear-like guy, super sweet and big hearted... and he was saying how they got this little piekenese puppy this summer and his nieces wanted to name him Little Bear because this guy was the Big Bear. Ha! His name is Buddy now, but I thought that was cool hearing that name twice in a day.

12:37 PM  
Blogger Benjamin said...

I know where you're coming from, Mel; this sort of thing has happened to me quite a bit. And I know you're sincere about it... forgive her, guy! You'll regret it if you don't, we know this.

Oh, uhm... this is my first comment... so "Hi!"

9:33 PM  
Blogger SJ said...

Go on man, give her another go. You know you want to...

8:18 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Yeah forgive her. Unless it was the blog where Mel was describing her #2 procedures. Mel lost a ton of "hot chick" points on that one.

10:51 AM  
Blogger MomMega: mothersmilkblog.com said...

DUDE! I did NOT describe any procedures of my own...I was merely asking eveyone to be courteous! And, so you all know, LB has since forgiven me for the post. The sun is out, all is right with the world again.

12:21 PM  

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